How am I feeling?

Right now it still feels unreal. I am still going through my motions of what to pack? How much to pack and is that enough to pack? I have been thinking a lot about how I know this trip is going to be a life changing trip for me and that alone nervous. Not to mention the curve balls I've been thrown in my life here... I am staying strong. Well to get out of me just being nervous, I am also super excited! I excited about going somewhere new and meeting new people. I am excited to take this trip with the village! I know I am going to miss my mom here, but she is so excited and happy for me it can help but to rub off on me. She is also this excited because she wants me to bring her some new stuff. I am just excited for the journey ahead! I also been messing with this site for a couple days and i finally got it! i know i will only get better from here!!! :)